I’ve written a couple letters the past 2 days. I am already excited for the responses that I will hopefully get and I haven’t even sent them off yet. Snail mail is more exciting than I remember.
I am so insanely busy but I do really love it. I believe that I spend a lot more time than the average person considering the fact that I am only going to be alive once. I am only going to be 19 years old, working where I work and doing what I do this one time. This is my one chance, and I am going to make it a good one.
However, I got a $124 no seatbelt ticket this morning. This and the 5 mph over the speed limit ticket I got can be added to my ‘fuck the police’ list.
I have gotten a million rolls of film developed and I used about a roll a day while the sun was out. I’m excited for it come out again so I can have more and more stacks of photos that I might use one day. or might not.
It’s healthy to let things go that aren’t making you feel good. But for some reason, it’s really hard for me to. Sometimes I have to, it stabs a little, but I’m doing it (for once).